i don't remember if i told you all this

zindan · Post by **zindan** » Sun Jun 28, 2020 11:14 pm

https://soundcloud.com/zendanisdead/free-your-mind1
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but my health has been failing me for the past couple years and it's been getting worse as of late
a year ago i got an extensive blood test and ultrasound of my liver, the doctors told me it was on the brink of failing and if i didn't stop drinking i would die

i stopped for like a month then kept drinking and smoking

i could go on and on about the rest of my health issues but it would be tl;dr

that "magnum opus" i kept referring to that i needed to finish before i die, i don't know how much longer i have, so i'm just going to start releasing it here and there just in case i start dying soon, i don't want to die with it, art should always be shared

https://soundcloud.com/zendanisdead/free-your-mind1

the song was supposed to have adlibs and transitions and all kinds of shit but right now it's just 50 instrumentals and 10 throwaway instrumentals

Teewok · Post by **Teewok** » Mon Jun 29, 2020 3:38 am

Praying for you man, please take care of yourself.

That beat is ILL.

zindan · Post by **zindan** » Mon Jun 29, 2020 9:34 pm

Teewok wrote:Praying for you man, please take care of yourself.

That beat is ILL.

thank you so much
i might try to take care of myself idk we'll see how much longer i'm around i guess

i'll use this thread if i post any more new music

Headphones · Post by **Headphones** » Wed Jul 01, 2020 6:08 pm

Hang in there. Don’t know if you’re gonna listen, but please stop drinking. If it’s what’s killing you then take your doctors advice serious. Your next beer or shot might be your last. And try to focus your energy on your music. I’m sure you have friends and loved ones. Call, text or write them. Share your stories or good times. Repair any broken bridges or apologize to anyone’s feelings you hurt.

My best friend passed away a year ago, and I never got that final moment with him. Didn’t see it coming and I don’t think he did either. At least you got some time to talk with those you know. It will help them to feel better should you pass on.

qwaintvibes · Post by **qwaintvibes** » Wed Jul 01, 2020 7:33 pm

Hope you feel better.

I like what you did with the drums in that beat.

- Qwaint

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