i think ive heard one or two on here, but does anyone record themselves jamming, not using the patterns except maybe for drums?

I do, I actually prefer to sequence some loops and play the drums live but I've sequenced drums and played chops to it. You can here how my drums are off time in some of my beats but it's a jam and I gives fuck 'cause I'm happy with the vibe I get even if some of my beats aren't completely polished. My friends like my songs, and I like my songs, it's a life long endevour, never measure up to measures.

I've got a few, they're pretty dreamy/ambient though